the absence

nausea. previous lifelong battling with horror of "students"

the wrong is spirit, always down until the end.

look like i close my heart for being students.

want the best, but it still cant beat the laziness. 

hate this:

graduation photo

playing with snow photo.

jump to the conclusion. "is the assignment need to be send next week, presentation, final year project?"

huh. its sucks.

deserve

The lady is moving from the o to the present. to tell the truth she's lying, the lying is surround for the moment. even the conversation so bombastic. after all, its quite dull again. the tiredness or the opera player. the stage and audience become speechless. looking to the mirror have thousand word she said.

bye, november dan hi, disember

menarik masa, memang tak sama

mengubah radar jiwa sukar tak terkata

refleksi diri penuh bermakna

menjadi kenangan masa yang sama

permulaan baru.

wireless

The connection between human is so massive. neither i know where it go. human so predicted. i say no. human so competitive. see i told you i dont know. human is unique. here the connection would be connected. silly morning i hold the breath with some sort of whining. that so type of me. grab the air with some mind going blur. 
i am the idealistic girl. the teenage counselor. the confusion of self. 
it has been same issues. i dont realize until now. what can i predict for the next story . hope it doesnt be the same. and lastly, iam truly sorry.

the confessions

hardly to tell they like you or they play with you.

he told me about my similarity with someone I never knew.

he’s breaking the bond of comfortable friends.

its cross the friends zone. the truth is uncomfortable.

I loss the sight as a friend and jump to the conclusion he is a player.

I don’t know if I give to much chance to be close.

I just want to be comfortable friends.

Hate when people who is manipulate my changes.