bye, november dan hi, disember

menarik masa, memang tak sama

mengubah radar jiwa sukar tak terkata

refleksi diri penuh bermakna

menjadi kenangan masa yang sama

permulaan baru.

wireless

The connection between human is so massive. neither i know where it go. human so predicted. i say no. human so competitive. see i told you i dont know. human is unique. here the connection would be connected. silly morning i hold the breath with some sort of whining. that so type of me. grab the air with some mind going blur. 
i am the idealistic girl. the teenage counselor. the confusion of self. 
it has been same issues. i dont realize until now. what can i predict for the next story . hope it doesnt be the same. and lastly, iam truly sorry.

the confessions

hardly to tell they like you or they play with you.

he told me about my similarity with someone I never knew.

he’s breaking the bond of comfortable friends.

its cross the friends zone. the truth is uncomfortable.

I loss the sight as a friend and jump to the conclusion he is a player.

I don’t know if I give to much chance to be close.

I just want to be comfortable friends.

Hate when people who is manipulate my changes.

pirate of worker

Pergelutan jiwa di pagi hari bekerja. lambat pula punch card hari pagi ini. erm, punch card ke?
mungkin punch card dalam hati. impresi pertama kena jaga walhal semua itu plastik duniawi. memang dunia kerja lain. aku nak minta maaf pada semua staf dekat universiti, matrikulasi dan sekolah dulu . rasa pelik mengapa staf suka balik kerja awal sudah terjawab. sungguh tak keruan menanti setiap detik waktu untuk menghampiri pukul 5 petang. sudah bekerja baru aku rasa memang letih sangat, duduk dalam tempat yang ada air-condition dan meja kerusi cukup meletihkan. fizikal memang tak, namun mental hampir "burn out"!!
3 hari sudah bagai nak pengsan bagamana 6 bulan nanti. wallahualam.

D-day

only one more day.
practical
"learning of hell"
guess i need to become more comfortable/friendly around worker.
how am i.

Dear,syafa~

Appreciation to friend. 

learning grows up from you is such interesting point. people talk you are the positive one. always the backup even you got some arrogant friend. 3  years we are apart. just once meet at giant. exciting! hope beautiful day never leaves you, problem say no to you, illness avoided you, rahmat close to you, friendship hold you. Amazing person has amazing friend. Am i one of it? hope be so ;-)

May Allah bless you.

Cake for your celebration.hehe

Happy Birthday Syafa!!!

sorry i took your picture without permission.hehe.hope you dont mind ;)