unaccepted

i'm hurt, i'm loss, i'm crying, i'm unaccepted, i'm not exist, i'm fool, i'm emotional, i'm hated, i'm embarrassed,  i'm alone, i'm fake, i'm holding, i'm thinking, i'm chaotic, i'm confront, i'm rejected, i'm not right person, i'm humility, i'm lack, i'm shaking, i'm control, i'm stuck, i'm not speak, i'm pretending, i'm...i'm...i'm...i'm...

i cant said more because he judged me too much. i'm weak there. sorry friend tonight i'm full with emotion.

my tears i keep holding, i want to share but i'm afraid.

losing pride as human in the lab, i talking alone.